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Shut the door,
Turn the light off,
I wanna be with you,
I wanna feel your love,
I wanna lay beside you,
I cannot hide this,
Even though I try.
Louis steps were heavy as he dragged himself wearily into his room, not bothering to even turn the light on. He didn’t want see his own reflection, he couldn’t dare look at himself. His eyes adjusted to the bed, with the screwn up quilt laying in the middle of it. His lip trembled as his thoughs rewond back to waking up that morning, with the second figure laying beside him. Louis limped over to the bed, placing himself to his side, until he shifted over to the other side, that belonged to Harry, well, did belong to Harry. His crust of his eyes dampened again as he wept into Harry’s pillow, where his chocolate brown curls normally scrunched into the pillow. Louis howls of weeps became more and more audible through out the flat.
Heart beats harder,
Time escapes me,
Trembling hands touch skin,
It makes this harder,
And the tears stream down my face.
The beat of his own heart echo’ed through his ears, as he sobbed. The clocks hand hit 4.00am, just as he lifted his head. Little memories flew into his head, like when Harry tried to put the clock up, but it kept falling down, and causing them both into stitches. He had seemed so happy, If only he has told Louis. The boys thumbs traced over a pair of jeans spewn across the dresser, the bumpy fabric aching at Louis thumbs as he conuinously rubbed them against the jeans. The tears trickled off his cheeks, splattering the demin, causing dark visable stains.
If we could only have this life for one more day,
If we could only turn back time,
You know i’ll be your life, your voice, your reason to be,
My love, my heart, is breathing for this,
Moment in time, I’ll find the words to say,
Before you leave me today.
Close the door,
Throw the key,
Don’t wanna be reminded,
Don’t wanna be seen,
Don’t wanna be without you,
My Judgements clouded,
Like the nights sky
He stifly arose from the bed, the creaking noise causing goose bumps to raise on his arms. His feet touched the solid floor, hauling him up and out of the room. Louis fingeres grasped around the keys as he shut the door, ending up in the hall way. Leaving the flat deserted, his fingerers fumbly let go of the keys, that weighed his arms down as he flumped down each step until he reached the bottom of the desertered stair case. Pushing the door open with all his might, the boy exited the building, his hood flicked over his eyes so he could stay undentified. Louis silhouette moved rapildly under the dimly light streetlights as he moved swifty, from foot to foot, street to street, until he walked to the passageway, that stood over a 50 foot drop, where beneath, water ran rapidly, gushing under the brigde.
Undecided,
Voice is numb,
Try to scream out my lungs,
It makes this harder,
And the tears stream down my face.
Louis hands were loosly wrapped round the metal railings looking up at the unlit, cloudy sky. Everything seemed dark now Harry had gone. His eyes kept flickering from the concrete path he was stood on to the outside of the brigde where the water underneath drowned its brother waves with such a force. A tight ball seemed to form in his throat as he tried to speak, yet no words struggled out. Then it hit him. Harry was gone. The feeling of his legs were gone, and the next minute he was on the floor, wailing inaudibly, as his lungs couldn’t pick the strength of a cry.
If we could only have this life for one more day,
If we could only turn back time,
You know i’ll be your life, your voice, your reason to be,
My love, my heart, is breathing for this,
Moment in time, I’ll find the words to say,
Before you leave me today.
It was all Louis fault. He never stopped Harry from jumping. He wasn’ there for him to talk to. If only he could rewind to earlier that day, where everything was perfect, well, that he thought. and his last words ‘Thank you Louis, for everything’ reflected in Louis head, before Harry went out for shopping. But it was over now. He couldn’t go back in time and resveres it. It was now, Louis vs the world. No smily, cheeky, boy beside him.
Flashing lights in my mind,
Going back to the time,
Playing games in the street,
Kicking balls in my feet,
Theres a numb in my toes,
Got me close to the edge,
There a pile of my clothes at the end of your bed,
As a feel myself fall,
Make a joke of it all.
He made his mind up. It was too hard. Louis, suddenly feeling like he had supermans strength lifted himself up, placing his foot on the metal bar, heaving himself up to the thin platform of the edge. His head turned back at the odd car rushing by, hurrying past him unnoticed. Louis turned back to the view. He stood wonderstuck at the distant blurs of the street lights miles out. The stars gleamed down at him, yet he knew, the one infront of him, was Harry, sat there watching down on him like he normally did every morning. The memories hit him like a flood, and the tyiderwave of tears hit his eyes. Slowly, he shuffled a tad closer to the edge. The edge of his hfeet were supported by nothing.
‘One more step’.
Louis look despairling up into the sky, to the star ahead of him.
‘Don’t worry Haz, you won’t be alone, and nor will I’ A smile appaered on his lips as he watched the sky for another matter of seconds before taking in a deep breath. As he slanted forwards, so did his whole body, and as he fell, the feeling of flying to the sky hit him automaticly.
‘I’m coming for you baby’.
If we could only have this life for one more day,
If we could only turn back time,
You know i’ll be your life, your voice, your reason to be,
My love, my heart, is breathing for this,
Moment in time, I’ll find the words to say,
Before you leave me today.
